7 hakuosumaa

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  One night stand?

  Have sex with me. Please? Now wouldn't THAT be amazing. No strings attached, anyone?...

  09.09.2007 | Kommentteja 3 | Accio brain!

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  Whore for the cold world

  Some weird things happened today. I stared at people, looked into someone's eyes. I somewhat recall they were hazel, but I can't be sure. No, I must be sure, because for a moment it felt as if it was ...

  05.09.2007 | Kommentteja 3 | Accio brain!

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  November dressed in May on your face

  Yesterday I begged someone to hold me and to be tender. Today I beg someone to be cruel. Strange, huh? I'd feel sorry for my girlfriend if I had one....

  04.09.2007 | Kommentteja 3 | Accio brain!

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  Hurt me, I like to suffer

  I want to feel pain. Hurt me, for real. Hit me. Slash me. I need it. At the moment, I don't feel alive. It's like my life's happening in front of me but I'm not in control. And...probably I'll feel mo...

  04.09.2007 | Kommentteja 3 | Accio brain!

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  Beautiful boys on a beautiful dancefloor

  I should stop loving her, I really should. It's killing me, day by day, just to see her walk pass, not being able to say "hi" or to touch her face. I just wish I was able to touch her the way I want t...

  03.09.2007 | Kommentteja 3 | Accio brain!

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  Crawl through knives

  Yuck. My mouth tastes like Clearasil. It is impossible, though, since I haven't used Clearasil in ages. Strange.I was checking out Hell-Looks and I found Kati! Noticed that if you go to Helsinki weari...

  02.09.2007 | Kommentteja 3 | Accio brain!

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  Lately everything's grey

  Got an anxiety attack today. It was pretty bad; I just lay on the floor, on the bed, sat on the chair, on the floor, cried, screamed and all I wanted was to get someone to make it go away. No one made...

  02.09.2007 | Kommentteja 4 | Accio brain!

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