I should stop loving her, I really should. It's killing me, day by day, just to see her walk pass, not being able to say "hi" or to touch her face. I just wish I was able to touch her the way I want to. I want to feel her! It's so bloody weird to feel this urge to be close to someone. It hurts, it fucking hurts.

Hold me, someone? Anyone?

It's so humiliating to feel the need to be loved. Or I don't know if it's really humiliating. It's just...strange. I don't like to be weak. That's why I never want to tell anyone about this feeling.

Anonymous blog, don't we all just love them?

I'd love to know if someone actually has found this crappy thing.